I am so STOKED!!! Next week for special needs mutual we are going to watch 17 miracles in preparation for the fallowing week when the man who played Albert will come to speak to us! I am so excited! But, I keep thinking I might ask my mom if I can go see Makae next week instead of watch the movie at special needs. It's not a huge night and I'm sure Makae is feeling a little alone.  And as much as I don't like what she does, I still love her and I want her to know that I'll always be there for her.  I miss her too.  A lot.  I hope that she gets well.  I fasted the other day for her.  I really feel like I should go see her and I know that Thursdays are open nights.  At least I think so.  I can't really remember how they work but still.  I support her and what lifeline teaches her to remember.